Reflection:
Isn't it funny how we chose to reflect on those moments in life that proved their impact was great? I think about Jake on a daily basis whether it is something I see that reminds me of him or something I personally do where I pause and think of his reaction, his thoughts, smile or disagreement with what I'm doing.
Four years have passed since I slept in a hospital room praying he'd pull through. Four years since I'd wake up in the middle of the night sit by his bed - hold his hand and just talk to him. It is funny how I remember the smell of the hospital and the taste of the coffee in the shop below his room. Small things trigger my memories of what that entire experience was like.
I am pretty sure I experienced every emotion humanly possible during that time and the long months that followed. I remember the words of "encouragement" during that time. Some was so comforting and others meant to be comforting but shouldn't have said anything. Some people were silent and still remain silent - I remind myself they just don't understand.
I share Jake's story from my own viewpoint. I knew he was struggling but had such hope that it would all come together. I struggle with the concept of when do you step in to help someone and when do you let them figure it out on their own? The recreational use of OxyContin took the life of my brother - but it did not steal all the memories I have from childhood, teenage years, and as a young adult.
I remember his energy, zest for life and ability to conquer his fears something I really miss. As a family we decided on Jake's behalf to donate his organs and provide an opportunity for a second chance at life for complete strangers from the Missouri area. This opportunity has provided such great comfort and the chance for parts of Jake to live on in other people. My mind misses Jake but my heart tells me we will meet again.
On October 11, 2014 we will be hosting our first ever "Jake's Fishing Derby" from 8:00 AM - 12:00 PM at Simpson Park, Valley Park, MO. Erin and I have been working hard to find an agency to donate funds to on an annual basis in Jake's name. This will be completed before Jake's Derby. October 11th will mark the 5th birthday without Jake here with us - and we will be celebrating his 23rd.
Support, hug and love those around you. Xo.
Rachel
John 14: 1-8
Isn't it funny how we chose to reflect on those moments in life that proved their impact was great? I think about Jake on a daily basis whether it is something I see that reminds me of him or something I personally do where I pause and think of his reaction, his thoughts, smile or disagreement with what I'm doing.
I am pretty sure I experienced every emotion humanly possible during that time and the long months that followed. I remember the words of "encouragement" during that time. Some was so comforting and others meant to be comforting but shouldn't have said anything. Some people were silent and still remain silent - I remind myself they just don't understand.
I share Jake's story from my own viewpoint. I knew he was struggling but had such hope that it would all come together. I struggle with the concept of when do you step in to help someone and when do you let them figure it out on their own? The recreational use of OxyContin took the life of my brother - but it did not steal all the memories I have from childhood, teenage years, and as a young adult.
I remember his energy, zest for life and ability to conquer his fears something I really miss. As a family we decided on Jake's behalf to donate his organs and provide an opportunity for a second chance at life for complete strangers from the Missouri area. This opportunity has provided such great comfort and the chance for parts of Jake to live on in other people. My mind misses Jake but my heart tells me we will meet again.
On October 11, 2014 we will be hosting our first ever "Jake's Fishing Derby" from 8:00 AM - 12:00 PM at Simpson Park, Valley Park, MO. Erin and I have been working hard to find an agency to donate funds to on an annual basis in Jake's name. This will be completed before Jake's Derby. October 11th will mark the 5th birthday without Jake here with us - and we will be celebrating his 23rd.
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| Baby "Jake" Jesse Davis' son :) |
Support, hug and love those around you. Xo.
RachelJohn 14: 1-8
